‖≈❋Long↔distance❋≈‖

While, I did had before once long distance relationship and now

this is the twice

it is even tougher than previous

8 hours of different time zone, 

we are thousands miles apart with each other

Things change

as time goes, he starts to begin his work, assignments and report

he was damn busy

challenges came, 

we have stop sky ping for few days? weeks? 

I don't know, I don't dare to count either

I was insane

I know he was busy 

he did told me he is going to be very busy on his work

but I still keep disturbing him 

complaining he didn't accompany me 

I tried to understand him, give him some space 

but I'm short temper

not even awhile, I've transform back to a crazy woman again

but I'm still a girl

sometimes will miss her noobie 

miss you will call her honey bunny

I know he is busy, I KNOW

I just need a text, a good morning or goodnight before sleep 

is enough.. really.. 

I keep telling myself 

   "I'm a big girl now

    loving someone should not be like this

    loving someone should understand him;

    care about him ;

    ask him take care of himself, don't make himself falls;

    give him some space for him, he still have his own privacy;

    when he is busy, don't disturb him until he is done with his work."

Furthermore, we are far apart now

managing this relationship is not easy

Now, you turn and told me it is not working of us

the challenge just start and you tell you are giving up

you are the one who want to work it out with me

now you the who want to give up

where's our love?

where's our promises?

Do you remember? 

you are the one who said where's there are problems

we just have to solve it

I don't hope to end this off like this

I can't afford to lose you

I'm really serious in our relationship, 

you should know that... 

I don't know whether you will saw this post

I also don't expect you to see as well

I just want to express my feelings in here only