♈✾ Our First Meeting ✾♈

It was a wonderful December in 2012

Finally I get to meet up with him after the 'randomly night'

We had drinks, dinner and window shopping together 

Although is just a short night

but I really enjoy it and happy 

★Our first Picture  ★

I still remember while we were window shopping together 

He was very close to me and 

slowly.... he hold my hand

My gosh, my heart beat was so fast 

My mind was a mess! 

I can't made any logical thinking 

Just feel wanna to be with you everywhere you are

Actually I never had this kind of feeling long time ago

It's like a innocent couple 

have a crush with each other

Just a touch from him can makes me feel 

'I'm in Love'

From that night onwards, 

I can assure that I really fall for him already...   

【♥ 因为爱๑所以爱 ♥】

在每一段 失败的恋情

都让人 学会长大

因为 失败了

我们才明白  什么是爱

有时  失败的恋情

才会  看到自己的

幼稚

坏脾气

无理取闹

蛮不讲理

也不知道为了什么

爱情

就是这么好笑

还没在一起时  你会看到

你的他/她

是这么的

魅力  又独立

有自己的想法

什么都会同意你

但是

在一起 久了之后

才发现

原来

你的他/她

总是爱对你

蛮不讲理

过分依赖你

变得更幼稚

已经不是你心目中那么完美了

 你们就会开始吵架

只要一天 两个人都不妥协

就会继续吵

直到两个人都累了

爱情就会结束了

因为爱

就得包容对方的一切

也

所以爱

两个人也不会因此而分开

如果彼此是真心相爱

也不会选择 分手这段路......

۩♣-- WE were lost.. --♣۩

There was a time that we suddenly lost connection

We didn't contact for around a month perhaps?

We was busying with our own stuff and

going on with our own life...

Well,

There was another guy appear in my life and took over you

At that time I knew everything was wrong

but I just keep this going on and on and on

Just following the flow

I though not telling you the truth

Everything can just move on like that

but

I was wrong....

It's all about Fatё

Do you believe in Miracle?

Do you believe there are cupid in this world?

For the past of me, the answer will be NO

but now....

I do believe...

Well, this start with how I met with Him

There's one night in the club

I was with my friends dancing and drinking

I did notice his gangs at the other corner cause it was a huge gang that night

so, I just ignore them

Until the session is over,

Outside the club...

And he came

and talk to me... (*blush)

He told me where he studied, this was his farewell party, bla bla bla....(*I don't know why he told that)

and

He even asked for my phone number!!

That night we was a bit tipsy

and surprisingly I gave him MY NUMBER...(*Ommgg)

The funniest part is where he come and talk to me that time, I thought he was my friend's friend

so I decide to bull shitting with him~ HAHA!

After that I only realise he is just no one....

After our meeting, things changed..........

As usual, we began as a friends...

and that time he was in UK and I'm in Malaysia

so we Skype almost everyday, sharing what happened in our daily life....

That's where our journey starts.................

Perhaps is fate

Which made us met so randomly

I feel was like a miracles to me

and this miracle made us creates a story belong us..

That's why I choose to BELIEVE

=+= 没有你… =+=

不知道为什么最近又想你了

有句话说

你越想忘记  就越难忘记

你越想逃避 就越难逃避

说得也对

分手后到今天

老实说 

我还是没办法忘记你

有时在想

我在想你时  你是否也在想念着我

想你在做什么

想回曾经的回忆 

想想 

我真的很傻

他要是真的不爱我了

我为什么还要为一个这样的男人这么辛苦

偏偏  我还是放不下

一句话就能把2年的一切

统统给毁了

而  我还是一心抱着某天

你会回心转意的一天

但是 旁人都说我很傻

这 就是 爱情 

你说做人要向前看

不要活在过去

我 不明白你这句话

是要我 对你死心 

还是为我好

我害怕相信

因为 害怕 

结局不是我要的那样

我怕心再次碎

如果我的心 再次的被你弄碎

我真的负荷不了

我不敢想象后果会是怎样

现在的我 

想要从新

再次的或着没有你的生活

所以我决定转校

一是因为 我想换下新环境读书

二是因为 我不想触景伤情

在这里 真的太多太多的回忆 

就连现在睡的 用的 

都是你的

我不要了 

但是还是会不舍得

可是没办法

忘记你的方法

只有抛下一切有关你的一切

或许 我很快就好起来

分手后

第一次觉得

家是最好的 

最爱我的男人 真的只有爸爸一个

亲人永远都不会丢下你不管

伤心时 好像找妈妈倾诉

但是  我做不到

我害怕他们担心

长大了 我不能这样

如果我做了

他们只会要我回家

不给我在外面生活

可是我就是不要

我要出来闯

该回家时  我会回家

这也是我能证明给他们看

我独立   我长大了