~!!+ It hurts +!!~

应该有一段时间

我们没联络了吧

常常都是我主动找你

没话题也硬想找话题

跟你聊几句

但是  也没聊上几句

有时 我真的好想对你说

我想你了 

真的 好想你

但是却不能

因为 我对你而言 

我什么都不是了

那天  

谢谢你 让我清醒了

如果我没踏出那一步

或许我还 不会清醒

还记得吗

是你说 一直以来你都不相信远距离恋爱

自从你遇见了我   改变了你

你想和我一起 努力

一起面对未来

还是我们要永远在一起

现在   都结束了

想当初 是你先说想要开始这一切

后来 也是你 结束了这一切

没想到  我们的感情

一点都经不起打击

这也不能怪你

我们从相识 到拍拖 

一个月都不到 

微风 一吹 什么都倒 

我更心痛的是

原来我在你心中 的位置是这么的小

小到 你竟然对我说 

从你回去以后 一切都变了

随着时间 各自都在忙各自的

又有时差 

又得应付学业

你对我的感情已经没了

更可笑的是

我还傻傻的守候着你

一直盼望

有天 你会回心转意

想想 已经不可能了

你说我们还是朋友

你觉得有可能吗

自从那天后

你回的每一封信息

都是在敷衍我

甚至不回

老实说 如果有天有机会  再见到你

我不知道 我会怎样

我是很想再见到你

但是  我怕

我害怕 一切都不是我想象的那样

我不能像你  能把发生过的事

一旦删除什么都忘了

我真的很不小心的把我的感情

给放进去了 

因为 

自从遇见你 

我发现

我真的好喜欢你

你又体贴

又有风度

又幽默 常常逗我开心

 可是现在的你

已经不是我的了

傻傻的我 还想着有天你回来

我是否能抱着你

想那天你离开的时候 一样

我还想对你说

我 真的愿意 等你回来 

有时 我在想啊

如果一切能回到原点

我们不是情侣的话

现在的我们 会是怎样呢

其实为什么我会那么的傻 

经历了这么多事

我还学不会 

Bruno Mars -When I was your man (lyrics)

➽Memories灬♥.♥

Memories does bring many flash back of someone

sometimes memories can be happy

or sad either...

Memories could stay for how long in our mind

how long it will last

no one knows...

Is you who makes me found back the feeling of love 

wished I can see you everyday 

wished we could spend every special occasions together

wished when I open my eyes in the morning,

you were beside me and cuddle myself with you

wished everything can wind back to the beginning

I've been missing you all these time

Thinking about the time we had spent together

Enjoyed every moments of us

is short yet it's beautiful 

I always think it will be great if we've still best mate

perhaps we wouldn't end up like now

We skype every night, every morning

used to text those sweet stuff 

telling me how much do you miss me and love me

used to woke up middle of night 

checking my phone 

whether you are online or to reply your text

but now the phone keep sleeping

my skype aren't active as it used to be anymore

Do you know sometimes 

the smallest thing takes up the most room in your heart

this shows that the time we spent are short 

but it is the most prettiest memories in my life

If there was another chance for me

I wish I can take back my words

even can wait for you until you come back

‖≈❋Long↔distance❋≈‖

While, I did had before once long distance relationship and now

this is the twice

it is even tougher than previous

8 hours of different time zone, 

we are thousands miles apart with each other

Things change

as time goes, he starts to begin his work, assignments and report

he was damn busy

challenges came, 

we have stop sky ping for few days? weeks? 

I don't know, I don't dare to count either

I was insane

I know he was busy 

he did told me he is going to be very busy on his work

but I still keep disturbing him 

complaining he didn't accompany me 

I tried to understand him, give him some space 

but I'm short temper

not even awhile, I've transform back to a crazy woman again

but I'm still a girl

sometimes will miss her noobie 

miss you will call her honey bunny

I know he is busy, I KNOW

I just need a text, a good morning or goodnight before sleep 

is enough.. really.. 

I keep telling myself 

   "I'm a big girl now

    loving someone should not be like this

    loving someone should understand him;

    care about him ;

    ask him take care of himself, don't make himself falls;

    give him some space for him, he still have his own privacy;

    when he is busy, don't disturb him until he is done with his work."

Furthermore, we are far apart now

managing this relationship is not easy

Now, you turn and told me it is not working of us

the challenge just start and you tell you are giving up

you are the one who want to work it out with me

now you the who want to give up

where's our love?

where's our promises?

Do you remember? 

you are the one who said where's there are problems

we just have to solve it

I don't hope to end this off like this

I can't afford to lose you

I'm really serious in our relationship, 

you should know that... 

I don't know whether you will saw this post

I also don't expect you to see as well

I just want to express my feelings in here only

♈✾ Our First Meeting ✾♈

It was a wonderful December in 2012

Finally I get to meet up with him after the 'randomly night'

We had drinks, dinner and window shopping together 

Although is just a short night

but I really enjoy it and happy 

★Our first Picture  ★

I still remember while we were window shopping together 

He was very close to me and 

slowly.... he hold my hand

My gosh, my heart beat was so fast 

My mind was a mess! 

I can't made any logical thinking 

Just feel wanna to be with you everywhere you are

Actually I never had this kind of feeling long time ago

It's like a innocent couple 

have a crush with each other

Just a touch from him can makes me feel 

'I'm in Love'

From that night onwards, 

I can assure that I really fall for him already...   

【♥ 因为爱๑所以爱 ♥】

在每一段 失败的恋情

都让人 学会长大

因为 失败了

我们才明白  什么是爱

有时  失败的恋情

才会  看到自己的

幼稚

坏脾气

无理取闹

蛮不讲理

也不知道为了什么

爱情

就是这么好笑

还没在一起时  你会看到

你的他/她

是这么的

魅力  又独立

有自己的想法

什么都会同意你

但是

在一起 久了之后

才发现

原来

你的他/她

总是爱对你

蛮不讲理

过分依赖你

变得更幼稚

已经不是你心目中那么完美了

 你们就会开始吵架

只要一天 两个人都不妥协

就会继续吵

直到两个人都累了

爱情就会结束了

因为爱

就得包容对方的一切

也

所以爱

两个人也不会因此而分开

如果彼此是真心相爱

也不会选择 分手这段路......

۩♣-- WE were lost.. --♣۩

There was a time that we suddenly lost connection

We didn't contact for around a month perhaps?

We was busying with our own stuff and

going on with our own life...

Well,

There was another guy appear in my life and took over you

At that time I knew everything was wrong

but I just keep this going on and on and on

Just following the flow

I though not telling you the truth

Everything can just move on like that

but

I was wrong....

It's all about Fatё

Do you believe in Miracle?

Do you believe there are cupid in this world?

For the past of me, the answer will be NO

but now....

I do believe...

Well, this start with how I met with Him

There's one night in the club

I was with my friends dancing and drinking

I did notice his gangs at the other corner cause it was a huge gang that night

so, I just ignore them

Until the session is over,

Outside the club...

And he came

and talk to me... (*blush)

He told me where he studied, this was his farewell party, bla bla bla....(*I don't know why he told that)

and

He even asked for my phone number!!

That night we was a bit tipsy

and surprisingly I gave him MY NUMBER...(*Ommgg)

The funniest part is where he come and talk to me that time, I thought he was my friend's friend

so I decide to bull shitting with him~ HAHA!

After that I only realise he is just no one....

After our meeting, things changed..........

As usual, we began as a friends...

and that time he was in UK and I'm in Malaysia

so we Skype almost everyday, sharing what happened in our daily life....

That's where our journey starts.................

Perhaps is fate

Which made us met so randomly

I feel was like a miracles to me

and this miracle made us creates a story belong us..

That's why I choose to BELIEVE