‖≈❋Long↔distance❋≈‖

While, I did had before once long distance relationship and now

this is the twice

it is even tougher than previous

8 hours of different time zone, 

we are thousands miles apart with each other

Things change

as time goes, he starts to begin his work, assignments and report

he was damn busy

challenges came, 

we have stop sky ping for few days? weeks? 

I don't know, I don't dare to count either

I was insane

I know he was busy 

he did told me he is going to be very busy on his work

but I still keep disturbing him 

complaining he didn't accompany me 

I tried to understand him, give him some space 

but I'm short temper

not even awhile, I've transform back to a crazy woman again

but I'm still a girl

sometimes will miss her noobie 

miss you will call her honey bunny

I know he is busy, I KNOW

I just need a text, a good morning or goodnight before sleep 

is enough.. really.. 

I keep telling myself 

   "I'm a big girl now

    loving someone should not be like this

    loving someone should understand him;

    care about him ;

    ask him take care of himself, don't make himself falls;

    give him some space for him, he still have his own privacy;

    when he is busy, don't disturb him until he is done with his work."

Furthermore, we are far apart now

managing this relationship is not easy

Now, you turn and told me it is not working of us

the challenge just start and you tell you are giving up

you are the one who want to work it out with me

now you the who want to give up

where's our love?

where's our promises?

Do you remember? 

you are the one who said where's there are problems

we just have to solve it

I don't hope to end this off like this

I can't afford to lose you

I'm really serious in our relationship, 

you should know that... 

I don't know whether you will saw this post

I also don't expect you to see as well

I just want to express my feelings in here only

♈✾ Our First Meeting ✾♈

It was a wonderful December in 2012

Finally I get to meet up with him after the 'randomly night'

We had drinks, dinner and window shopping together 

Although is just a short night

but I really enjoy it and happy 

★Our first Picture  ★

I still remember while we were window shopping together 

He was very close to me and 

slowly.... he hold my hand

My gosh, my heart beat was so fast 

My mind was a mess! 

I can't made any logical thinking 

Just feel wanna to be with you everywhere you are

Actually I never had this kind of feeling long time ago

It's like a innocent couple 

have a crush with each other

Just a touch from him can makes me feel 

'I'm in Love'

From that night onwards, 

I can assure that I really fall for him already...   

【♥ 因为爱๑所以爱 ♥】

在每一段 失败的恋情

都让人 学会长大

因为 失败了

我们才明白  什么是爱

有时  失败的恋情

才会  看到自己的

幼稚

坏脾气

无理取闹

蛮不讲理

也不知道为了什么

爱情

就是这么好笑

还没在一起时  你会看到

你的他/她

是这么的

魅力  又独立

有自己的想法

什么都会同意你

但是

在一起 久了之后

才发现

原来

你的他/她

总是爱对你

蛮不讲理

过分依赖你

变得更幼稚

已经不是你心目中那么完美了

 你们就会开始吵架

只要一天 两个人都不妥协

就会继续吵

直到两个人都累了

爱情就会结束了

因为爱

就得包容对方的一切

也

所以爱

两个人也不会因此而分开

如果彼此是真心相爱

也不会选择 分手这段路......

۩♣-- WE were lost.. --♣۩

There was a time that we suddenly lost connection

We didn't contact for around a month perhaps?

We was busying with our own stuff and

going on with our own life...

Well,

There was another guy appear in my life and took over you

At that time I knew everything was wrong

but I just keep this going on and on and on

Just following the flow

I though not telling you the truth

Everything can just move on like that

but

I was wrong....

It's all about Fatё

Do you believe in Miracle?

Do you believe there are cupid in this world?

For the past of me, the answer will be NO

but now....

I do believe...

Well, this start with how I met with Him

There's one night in the club

I was with my friends dancing and drinking

I did notice his gangs at the other corner cause it was a huge gang that night

so, I just ignore them

Until the session is over,

Outside the club...

And he came

and talk to me... (*blush)

He told me where he studied, this was his farewell party, bla bla bla....(*I don't know why he told that)

and

He even asked for my phone number!!

That night we was a bit tipsy

and surprisingly I gave him MY NUMBER...(*Ommgg)

The funniest part is where he come and talk to me that time, I thought he was my friend's friend

so I decide to bull shitting with him~ HAHA!

After that I only realise he is just no one....

After our meeting, things changed..........

As usual, we began as a friends...

and that time he was in UK and I'm in Malaysia

so we Skype almost everyday, sharing what happened in our daily life....

That's where our journey starts.................

Perhaps is fate

Which made us met so randomly

I feel was like a miracles to me

and this miracle made us creates a story belong us..

That's why I choose to BELIEVE